Everybodies blogging about it...

Its been a few days since i last blogged well i say that but i had written and posted a new blog a few days ago yet felt slightly uncomfortable about how personal it really was therefore decided to remove it from my site. so you may have read it you may have not but sorry for its disapperence. Anyway seems there are lots of new blogs appearing on the site from my friends so i have added a few of there links to my page so hopefully anyone who enjoys reading my meaningless ramble and updates can take a trip over to their blogs and take peek at what they have to say.

Anyway last night i had a pretty alright night i met up with some of the girls from home for a catch up. i hadn't seen any of them since being back from the university. We sat and chatted about the usual stuff that girls do on a girlie night which was cool, though sometimes a little difficult as it had been so long since i had seen any of them. I wouldn't of said all the girls there i am majorly close to and have lost quite a bit of contact from them, but it was still nice none the less.

I stayed a little longer than most of the girls so i could talk to my friend Emily who i have known for about 15 years now. it was good to talk to her and she made me kind of realise somethings. We spoke about our relationships and uni life etc and i openly admitted that i felt i had really missed out on a great university experience this year spending most of my time working on stuff and just not really wanting to go out for various reasons or another but she told me that maybe sometimes i should remember that i should be putting myself first over everything else which is true really i definitely put everything and anyone before me.It was nice to catch up and have those personal talks with someone who had known me for so long and actually really knows who i am and who i actually used to be. The person whose kind of disappeared from me. there are times when i really miss being the girl i used to be.

Anyway as for on those personal blogs that i wrote and quickly discarded for you all to read i apologise but for me it was quite uncomfortable. I have since picked up my journal and started writing for myself again. i hope this doesn't disappoint you all that you won't so much as get all my juicy gossip but i promise i will keep blogging away for your little eyes to read and i hope you all still enjoy.Feel free to leave some comments of something i haven't really had any so would be nice to hear what people wanna say or think or ask any general questions.